It was a calculated attack. It was thought out. Planned. I went off my diet. Just for one meal. I didn't have cookies, rice crispy treats, Swedish fish, Starbursts, Skittles, Chocolate Cookie dough ice cream, or a "Blondie" from Applebees. No- I had Mexican. Of course. My 2nd biggest weakness. (After my number one trigger food....pretzels.) I had steak fajitas, beans, rice, and chips and salsa. It was good. But, boy do I feel terrible. The guilt is overpowering. How can something so yummy make you feel so bad? So I've estimated the calories from my "meal-o-shame" and will be taking it out of my daily intake over the rest of the week. I can honestly say it was not worth it. But I guess I had to figure that out for myself.